Death on my Dog and lessons learned by Peter Romanowsky

Every death I experienced was pain.Free with my first dog and a second.The homeless man that I was with when he died at the gazebo in SAusalito Gazebo And he was a homeless alcoholic Mexican americand who everybody loved when he died in a sleeping bag on the submit half in the gazebo and half not. He left his body with a shout of glory, and this is the first time.  I've been around something or someone who who died and/or was dying an agonizing pain. So bad. I had to almost smother Toby with a blanket to keep from getting bit and waking up the neighbors for it. Sounded like the dog was being tortured.  And finally.

 Settle down to a heavy breathing and heavy death, rattle and I gave them as much of the medication. I was given that I could.

 And would and mainly Codeine tablets.  To kill the pain and agony of which I thought was experiencing.While death  rattling And just before that, episode Toby drank a lot of water and was well watered. And we both passed woke up and Toby was acting perfectly normal, except couldn't walk and was friendly and didn't try to bite me.  And had a good appetite and I gave it some cooked chicken. And it aint to its heart's contend. Toby's last meal could pick toby up without screaming pain. And I saw praise the Lord. The worst is over.  No, I'll nurse Toby back to being able to walk like I did with my dog diamond when diamond was paralyzed.

And it took 3 yo 4 months I'll be able to walk and I I carry diamond in my backpack And now I fully realize More than ever.

To never take anything Personally in word or deed When one is it an extreme physical Or emotional Or psychological Or family problems pain For it will all pass and God will not let us suffer more physical or psychological pain Paying our family separation even for it will all eventually pass So toby ended up dying peacefully and left me a happy face on his fur😊😂