Book of Love by Who/ Chapter Eight/ The Naked Philosopher and Open Book too the World was Socrates the lover of Wisdom over Materialism of Which are Better then Rubies as Solomon Wrote

    Picture Socratese at the Gymnasium and  School in Athens during the athletic time with the youth of Athens and envisioned naked with the students of which the custom was to do thier athletics naked and him with only a towel and or without his dingy light robe that he usually wore on the streets in summer and winter and barefoot if I recall also from my reading history as he was not on staff on the equivalent of a University for the elite, and taught the students on their sports time of his philosophy and views of the war and he himself was later charged or accused of corrupting the youth of Athens with his Minamilist Philopsophy of life Atheism against  the Panthestic beliefs of the Greeks,  in general and sharing his wartime experiences as a veteran and Peace Nick with the students a d after experiencing the horrors of war and combat and was also a decorated war hero himself and Hoplite in the Pelapenisian War with Athens of which he was now retired and an honderably discharged veteran, from the horrors and non sense of the long and drawn out war with Corinth and Sparta and sharing his support  with supporting the  Generals of his thier accusations that the Generals on trial for their lives accused of abandoning thier fellow seamen in a navel battle with the Peleponesians, whom he supported thier innocence after by lottery became jury foremen at thier trial after the navel battle against the Peleponesians and Corinth in the war with Athens that was dragging on forever,  with no peace in sight and supported the Generals or Animals in thier innocence in the accused abandonment of thier fellow seamen after a navel battle in which he and the other Generals were accused of abandoning thier men at sea after the battle,  due to a storm that made them unable to rescue thier fellow sailors who were in the water or clinging on to thier wreaked ships that sunk and destroyed due to a storm that made it impossible to rescue thier fellow matines and were now on trial for their lives for desertion and abandonment of thier fellow seamen, before a jury of some five hundred Athenians and he being made 

 foremen by lottery from some five hundred justist by a divine twist of fate and being a peace also a peace activist and latter on in his own trial was accused of being associated with a well known leader in politics and war of which he was also was a friend  and fellow !? And this story to be told later on in this work andnhe was accused of being implicated in the sending the fleet of ships too Sicily to crush it's navy for it's support for Corinth and Sparta,  in the greatest navel disaster during the war, in which the entire fleet of the Athenian ships was destroyed off the coast of Sicily of which only one man survived to tell the story who returned as an  unshaven and dishoveled looking homeless man and vagabond and  stranger from his ordeal and escape from the navel battle and survived the journey back home too Athens. To tell the story of how the entire  Athenian fleet was destroyed and that  he was the only survivor of this greatest of all  expeditionary fleet,  that was going to destroy the Sicilian navy of which was allied to Corinth and the Peleponeseia and this one  lone survivor said that those that were not killed, were taken captive into slavery by the Sycilians and the whole of Athens was in shock horror that thier loved ones and brethren and fellow citizens and their greatest of fleets was destroyed, with their fellow Athenians and this Greek tragady of immense preportions somehow was  associated with Socratese for his friendship  or association with the one who conceived the plan to send the fleet too Sicily, in this second and greatest navel battle of the war that broke the back of the greatest navel power  in the Mediterranean and the final straw in this on going war and setting aside the fact that Socratese was a friend or associated with and contrbuted to the jury that finally and ironically condemed Socratese to death in his own trial latter on in the story and I will attempt to unravel the timelines and details of these two navel events and Socrateses' support to the Generals or "Admirals" as we would call them today, And I will seek to unravel the intrigue and the relationships and timelines with the so invoked players in this drama in this epic period of Greek history that brought Athens finally too it's knees and broken dominance of Athens that led to the Philosophical Age of Athens, after it's defeat by plage and the Spartans and Corinthians who now had a superior fleet to the Athenians, after the final destruction of the Athenian fleet in the harbor off Sicily and in the meanwhile in the  this first navel battle of the alleged desertion and drowning sailors in the sea was the trial going on with Socratese as Jury Foremen and influenced the Jury in his own trial for Atheism, against the Greek gods and the corrupting of the youth of Athens and with his anti war sediments and his association with a major political figure who was accused of treason had made him a very unpopulater Street Philosopher and will attempt to unravel these associations and accusations later on in this book as I go for my manner of writing is called self correcting as and I vertually never go back and cross anything out and rewrite but go further on and correct and repeat facts, speculations,  machinations and inspirations as I go and try to explain the under currents of Socretese's own political connections, accusations and religious heresies trial, where politics and religion become one in Socretese's trial and conviction and all the under currents for the Spirit of what is taught and written is more important then the details and timelines of his historical period and the turning point of history and safe to say the Socretese had both religious and political enemies and when all is said and done the Athenians grieved after Socretese drank the Hemlock that he was condemed to drink as well as Admiral whom he defended was condemed to drink also with his Generals of whom done escaped the Hemlock by going into self exhile after paying the usual bribes associated with trials of condemnation of which Socretese was expected to do also having well to do friends and supporters like Plato and his money who paid the bribes to the politicians and the jailers for his own escape and release into the area of Thessolonia of which in Greek mythology was associated with the fields of Ilysian with it's mythical horses roaming free and the  ocean beaches of the Greek version of Paradise, but Socretese was not thinking of retreating of hiding of fleeing too the early paradise Thessolonia of which was out of reach of  the Athenian authorities and living or spending his last days in exhile in Paradise, but out of conviction, humiliation and the injustice of his condemnation and old age and having a younger wife with young children felt no doubt in his advanced age it would be impractical for him to start a over again in Thessolonia and although his wife was a really hard person to live with anyway and had friends and supporters in Athens to take care of his young wife and children he decided to drink the hemlock in protest and affiliation with the Generals condemed to death who also drank the Hemlock of which he si fervently defended at thier trial so they all drank the hemlock together in protest and honor except for those generals that paid the required bribes and escaped to thier own Ellsium on earth and he chose with his fellow generals before drank their condemnations down with honor like Rommel did in World War Two after his involment to kill Hitler and save his family if he promised to kill himself, otherwise his wife and children would have to pay the price and as Socretese in his old age and lisd of pention could not be able to support his wife and family in exhile he felt that he was doing the best for his family and his trouble wife was young enough to marry  again to a now famous Philosopher as the people of Athens grieved and mourned for what they had done to such a humble and yet outspoken and innocent man who believed in one God like Plato and his name was not Zues the god who was more like a sinful man then a God and the final nail in Socretese's coffin according to Plato who was feeling sickly over his condemnation and was busy paying off the bribes for his exhile and couldn't be in the room with Socretese's closest followers said that it was the Play called "The Clouds" written and preformed by Athens most famous theatrical writer and playwrite was what finnaly killed him as a man with his head in the clouds so to speak and when he spoke at his own trial and defend his said that the people of Athens owed him free meals for life at the greatest dinning table in Athens and for the most important people for all his wisdom and could have made a plea bargain of which was the custom also at the time this more infuriated the Athenians at his trial and he remained stubborn and defiant at his innocence for his Atheism of the Greek gods and the charge of corrupting the youth of Athens with his teachings and philosophical and practical view of life that was not completely controlled by the gods of Homer in every detail of ones life and further more he was charged with charging money for his wisdom of which he venenently denied like Saint Paul also would deny centuries later and supported himself as the most successful missionary in history although he also said that the labourer is worthy of hier and he would have non of it except for expedience and travel when not supporting himself by making tents and providing work for his concerts and brothers and sisters and having tent meetings and prayers together in his hand made sanctuaries long before any Church buildings were ever built and I also have gone through life never profiting of being paid for my preaching and ministry, like a hireling and not a good Shepard from the heart and not for profit although when traveling abroad as a missionary evangelist throughout Western Europe and Israel, I would take support as I went from country to country and town too town and Church to Church recieving travelling monies for good and lodging took the next town and at home, only went into debt supporting myself and others in the ministry and gave a my community property too my wife and children who are we take.care of and all three grown children are University graduates and I myself was forced into exhile after the external forces and circumstances of the  World sourced my wife too send me I to internal exhile on my ship or boat on San Francisco Bay where I live anchored off shore and have been on my boat full time since nineteen eight for some thirty eight years and counting anchored in the middle of the bay through some of the fireces storms of life save for three years in a Harbor in Sausalito California called Galilee Harbor for three years and like Moses in the desert wilderness for forty years, I've been in a watery  wilderness all this time and still am as I write these words in my watery and floating writers cabin and free from all distractions as I write for most all of us that live on boats or vessels anchored as out casts have of ei become hermits and have learned to live solitary lives as mostly single or physically  abandoned men and women from family and friends and have learned to live without human company of physical love and are forced into the Spirit World or drugs and after decades of ground breaking missionary activity on San Francisco Bay and Sausalito I still support myself in the ministry with a little help from my friends and am in debt to no man on earth as Saint Paul taught and am in debt only too a corporation called Bank of America on my credit card in the few thousands and am able to pay the minimum from by Social Security and added physical disability payments and no man on earth can say that I owe them anything but love as I continue to minister every Sunday at noon to evening feeding and providing for my fellow abandoned and impoverished friends with two meals and pantry every Sunday in front of the Sausalito City Hall starting at noon and with again a little help from my friends and brothern in the mist beautiful place in Sausalito to have an outdoor service and fellowship in the Lord Jesus Christ 

Book of Love by Who/ Chapter Four Questions and Answers Sex Nudity and Drugs

 

   In the beginning Adam and Eve were unashamed to be naked in thier natural state in the Garden of Eden until something happened to make them ashamed to be naked and exactly what that sin was that made them ashamed and obviously it had something to do with sex or procreation and in a marriage situation what could that be since nothing is shameful in a relationship of pure love unless it was done sort of form of bondage or overeating in the Garden after breaking the only fast God put in the couple, such as not eating that one piece of fruit in the midst of the Garden, the only probation in Paradise on Earth and it couldn't have been nearly a sex act of which the Apostle Paul wrote the the marriage bed ins undefiled unless the fruit is symbolic of something else connect to sex such as possibly and abortion and or cannibalism or maybe the fruit or plant or vegetable had a abortion causing property mixed with cannibalism or is the whole senerio a parable of something else that could cause them to be ashamed and but outwardly it appears to be something related to sex and procreation and if a parable or something else for instance in my life the last sin that I recall giving up to God in 1968 was not related to sex but drugs and specifically Marijuana of which had become my god as a teenager and I worshipped it as the only thing that made me happy and was the last vestage of conscious sin in my life as I understood was sin was, for I had been delivered from Meth Anphetimine  a year earlier after my mother took me to a Holy Ghost and Pentecostal mid week prayer meeting adjacent to the famous Church the  Angeles Temple founded by Amie Simple McPherson after the Elders laid hands on me and prayed fervently in touges over me and the next time I took meth, I thought that I was going to die from this drug and have never used in since and yet I was not yet a Born Again Christian for being raised a Catholic I had never even heard the term or the experience and I thought that being a Christian was simply living a good life and going to Church and I knew sex outside of marriage was sinful and it was the Sixties when young people thought that marriage was a state of the heart and not simply a piece of paper or marriage licence and so I continued having sexual relationship with my sixties girlfriend and I asked her for her hand I marriage and but she also was a long haired hippy also from a commune that I met her in San Anselmo California and felt that love was more informant then paper and her father was a Marin County Supervisor and extremely weathly and intimidating and so I felt that I had tried to marry and my heart felt satisfied that I had tried to marry and but another issue was pressing on my mind for after being delivered from Meth a year earlier and swore to myself that I would never take another drug again except high grade Marijuana always well until some young New Yorkers visited our hillside commune with Redwoods and Ferns and deer in a brand new sash and glass Redwood Grove home on  Spring Grove Ave in San Anselmo and with them came a strain of LSD they called  religious acid and I feel from my fast from hard drugs by taking this LSD on and off for a week or so and made me feel real good and sure enough it felt like a religious experience and then my eutopian world came crashing down for I traded a capsual of LSD for a cheap broken stringed electric guitar and was busted and home raided and charged with misdemeanor receiving stolen property and handcuffed and humiliated in from of my girlfriend and future wife and taken too the local station and then booked into Marin  County Jail in San Rafael and it was the first time my future father in law saw my face on a mug shot and not a good start to a relationship and as usual I was forced to plead guilty and slapped on the wrist or put on probation and cane back to the commune feeling like a moral failure and leader on keeping hard drugs such as Meth, pills and such and LSD wasn't inner moral failure and I pianed in the suffering and struggle to attempt to live a moral and decent and respectable life and I felt powerless to do the right thing with my future wife and girlfriend and the humiliation in front of my commune friends of which I felt the leadership of and I failed to stop that drug from coming into the commune. Meanwhile I started getting these crazy letters from my mother in the suburbs of Los Angeles in the Tatzana/ Encino area saying that she had been delivered from what's called periodic alcoholism where she would black out for a weekend beginning with my parents ownership of the Happy Hour Bar on Ventura Blvd in Encino and she wrote that the Lord Jesus had instantly delivered and healed her at a Kathryn Kulhmen Holy Spirit Miracle Service and I thought that she had finally snaped and lost her mind after bearing some nine children and thought that it wouldn't last and said to myself that if she had finnaly lost her mind and that at least she was happy in happy land instead of the agoney of a black depression and but she kept writing letters and encouraged me to attend a Kathryn Khulmen Miracle Service and when I realized that sobriety was lasting after instantly being healed with AA meetings or therapy I decided to hichike down too LA, with my girlfriend Becky and during this time I decided to make a deal with the God that I didn't know that if He would love me something better then Marijuana that I would give it up and it was the last conscious sin that I put in the alter, my firbiddon fruit for we all that that one sin that we are struggling with to keep us out of reach of perfection and in my situation this was my Garden of Eden fruit of temptation and had nothing to do with sex for I had thought that, that subject was settled in my heart and mind and some three days later I was Born Again by a rushing and mighty wind of the Holy Ghost who came into my heart in front of the Miracle Service of which we were not able to get in from the crowds seeking miracles and healings in front of the Shrine Auditorium where the Academy Awards we're given back then and I heard a voice coming from inside of me louder then any human voice say that I was forgiven or again and it felt like I had died and gone to Heaven and for the first time in my life I felt one with God and nothing between us and at first I thought that I was losing my mind and pictures myself in a flash being taken away in an ambulance and then I realized that I was not losing my mind because I felt Peace and Love for the first time in my life the very thing all of us Sixties Hippies we're searching for and the voice I heard wasine that of a women comforting me like a smiling receptionist of living mother or dear friend and all of the above and after the extacy and my feet finnaly fell back on the ground and attending First Baptist Church and being baptized in San Francisco Bay in Paradise Cove in Tiburon not far from where Robin Williams Tragickly took his own life I became consciously aware that my relationship to my girlfriend who also thought that I had lost my mind and became a different person then won she knew and non stop talking about Jesus and going to meetings and Church three times on Sundays and mid week service and Bible Studies and home prayer meetings in between my heart was troubling me some months after being Born Again as to the question of my relationship to my live in  girlfriend and I prayed on night and I saw the words fornication cross my mind in prayer and meditation with my eyes closed and I knew that I got my answer that we were not married in the Eyes of God and He gave me Grace and understanding until I was able to receive it and we moved to separate bedrooms and for the next thirty six some odd years I was able to be free from even Marijuana until old age and arthritis set in and now I use it medicinally ...to be continued rough draft