Book of Love/ Chapter Six The Naked Ascetic Diogenes

Let me start with the most excentric philosopher in history in my opinion and my most famous Diogenes the only ancient Philosopher in my opion who lived in a wine jar and lived and acted like a dog even peeing on those who mocked him after throwing hom some chicken bones as is most remembered for walking around holding a lamp in broad daylight and when asked what he was looking for he would say "An honest man", And when Alexander the Great came to him after conquering Athens and Corinth and hearing of him, came to him and asked him whatever he wanted, that he would grant him and Diogenes replayed that he was standing in his sunlight and would he please move and Alexander's Generals said that he should be beaten for his insult he replied that "If I was not Alexander,that I would be Diogenes and because Diogenes never left behind any writings the most intrequing thing about him in my mind is to piece together all the stories that I've heard or read about him come to an amazing and puzzling and speculative stories and inbelisments on this most controversial figure in history and like Socrates who lived at the same time never left behind any writings of his own, these two figures are quite interesting in their story telling with one Socrates being written about by Plato and the other being written about by virtually annomous sources and open to speculations of his virtually word of mouth descriptions of his life and philosophy and let me first start by saying that he was of the Philosophy branch called the Cynics of which translated means Dog in Greek and was not the founder of Cynisim and but a cofounder at the least and in my mind and experience studying ancient history and philosophy was the second most foinous Cynic and one can't even remember off hand the name of the founder and so in this sense he being the most famous practicing Cynic of all time, And here are the stories that I remember hearing it reading about him and his life that has been remembered throughout the ages for instance his historical beginnings when he and his father were accused of currency minipulation in Asia Minor the area of Lydia where coins were first minted in history and was accused of defacing gold and silver coins and some believe that he defaced currency for having human faces stamped on them and it most likely accused of shaving gold or silver coins before rings were stamped on money like today to keep from shaving off the edges to collect the shavings but the most romantic notion is the first and held by Muslims today as defacing currency in protest of human faces on coins as being idolitrist or arrogant and that is the beauty of these acts of the Philosopher that he has become in history as so much of his life is speculative and open to interpretation like someone saying from the past, "Guess what I did", And open ones mind to the imagination as nothing can be confirmed or denied and this is the real appeal or intrigue in my mind to be able as the Apostle Paul wrote that he himself knew in part and prophesied in part and so are sent it a world of wonder at this man who lived like no other arm chair Philosopher, but was living what he preached and after the scandle and arrest of him he fled to Greece in shame or distress, he was captured by Pirates like Julius Caesar and was sold as a totur to a wealthy family because he was educated and when asked what his specialty was on the action block he said "To be a Master over men !? " And no doubt was bought for his eccentricity wit and learning and before that as he was held by Pirates he was staced or I'll fed and told his captors how rediculas they were to emaciate him and how were they going to get a good price for him in this condition and in turn they began to fatten him up for sale as part of his wit, for worse then being a slave is nobody wanting to buy ones services as in the Scriptures it is said that the rebellious Jews would be taken as slaves and nobody would buy them and going back to the mint that he allegedly was busted for currency minipulation or defacement !? With his father that he fled from in the first place and obviously a man of letters a slave in those days was a good job if one can get it for they were made shoo keepers and such and not just common labourers as some might have speculated and was steady income and employment and well taken care of as property or an investment or simply worked to death if unruly and they a had a mark on them especially if they were prone to escape and could easily be identified if caught as an escaped slave or wanted man like Cain after slaying his brother Able and if course the Mark of the Beast spoken in the Book of Revelation bring a sign of slavery to the Kingdom of the last World dictator "The Beast", as I today's world one is contracted as a slave to society and mortgages and credit card debt and worse being a professional athlete under contract a form of slavery and am happy to say that I am a freemen as I write and speculate on this words and seeking guidance in my heart as what to write for like the Apostle Paul I know In part and I prophesy in part being a preacher by calling in exhile on San Francisco Bay and owe no man nothing and am independently wealthy and solvent in my perceived poverty and the government paying me instead of paying into our present Babylonian system of modern day slavery as attested by anyone that has ever ridden on a commuter bus or even a commuter ferry with a built in bar the people riding are so miserable that they cannot hardly even bear to smile as I have seen and witnessed over some two decades or ministering and preforming with my dogs and guitar at the Sausalito commuter ferry tok San Francisco across the bay of which virtually none of the commuters ever donated of tipped my dogs and I and but the tourists boats did in between, who missed their pets and especially their dogs and so like Diogenes who lived with his dogs and lived like a dog in this world after his stint as a slave and was now free no doubt by his wits and maybe eventually driven out or away by his slave master and left to wander the streets of ancient Corinth to eat and sleep with the dogs and prophesy and protest and mock respectable Greek society as the ultimate street artist in ancient Corinth of which I have been to and lived in my travels as a Missionary Evangelist  some five times in my youth and but was never told of Diogenes the Philosopher who lived in a wine vat homeless with his dogs and ate scraps and handouts and lived naked in public to the point of masterbating in public and even persuading a rich arisacratic women to join him of which aopently that didn't last very long and and was asked by someone why he mastebated and he answered that if only I could relieve my hunger so easily and there was the time that after mockers threw chicken bones too him like a that he answered by peeing on them like a dog as afore mentioned and then there there was the times when he would stand begging in front of a statue or Idol and when asked why he did that, that he replied that he was waiting for the statue or Idol to give him something and they never did and only wanted to be sacrificed too and take is my speculation and when asked Socrates about Diogenes he said that Diogenes was a Philosopher on steroids so to speak, or gone  mad !? Once he came to the Grove where Plato taught hus philoshey he came with a dead chicken to eat no doubt and said that this was his philoshey mocking him and if course Plato was from a wealthy family and apparently never knew poverty or hunger and I loved Socrates last words before being forced to drink Hemlock after his mock trial perpetrated by a play about him written by Corinths most famous playwrite at the time called The Clouds mocking him as a corrupter of the youth of Athens by saying that the Greek gods were no gods and need not be worshipped and was accused of being an atheist Philosopher as done think today like they also think Buddha was an atheist meditator and if course these are the real atheists for Socrates as well as Plato we're believers in God and not the gods of ancient Greece like Zues who was more a sinful man then a God and Socrates also loved to hang out at the local gymnasium apparently naked where all the students were naked also and were not ashamed and advocated that women or girls should be allowed to preform thier athletics naked also and not just the boys of which Socrates was accused of corrupting with his teachings that the Greek gods need not be worshipped for this own corruptions like Zues especially who was a rapist and a homosexual pedifile and abductor of Europa and going back to Socrates' last words were that we own Escephius  a cock the god of healing and medicine as he drank the hemlock mocking his accusation that he was an atheist and respected not the Greek gods and him that was closest to him at his death said that he would take care of it and all the while Plato who could not bear to be there at his master's death had already secured his escape to Thessolonia in exhile of which was the custom then of a condemed man to escape after guards and officials were paid off and bribed and it was speculated that he would make his escape from the death sentence and live in exhile in the proverbial fields of Allusium the Greek version of Paradise after death of which place that I have been before preaching a week long revival cut short by the Gracian Dictators secret police, coming to investigate a revival happening during my preaching and dining with my associate and music minister Kenneth Hopkins, who wrote the song on the album "The Rose" by Bett Midler called "Whose Side Are You On",  in the Seventies when were there as Missionary Evangelist and we left off preaching and singing during the revival of which the most famous Evangelist in Greece was our interpreter named the late and beloved Angelo Demaskenitus and moved on further north after a secret police officer came to the revival on Agape' Street Greek Pentecostal Church and ministered in or near the ancient city or ruins of Philippia Adriatic Sea from Asia Minor or the area of Troy !? Where the Apostle Paul had his vision to cross the sea and conquer Greece for the Lord Jesus and then we moved on to Drama Greece and caught an ancient steam train to Istanbul and made our way across Turkey too the city near where now Saint Paul was born in Tarsus too a town called Adonia, before sailing to Cyprus on a liner and then after, making our way to Israel our final destination.. to be continued a thumbnail skeach and unedited version  of my book in progress 

Book of Love by Who) Chapter Five Nudity in the Bible

In the beginning Adam and Eve were naked and unashamed and even King Saul stripped naked before the Lord and prophesied and King David danced and leaped into the air wearing only a tunic and thus exposing himself before the Lord and in public to assure the public that he had not lost his genitals in war and that he could produce an heir who eventually would become Christ son of David in a Kingdom that was hereditary and very important to fulfill a future prophecy to David that there will always be a King on the Throne from his loins and I remember reading about or learning about a tradition in tribel India where the Prince or King would walk or parade naked with a full erection in a procession to assure that he could still have an heir in a hereditary society or Kingdom and was not impotent and a real.potentate and a minor prophet in the Bible said that he would go stripped and naked in the hills and Isiah the prophet was told by God to walked shoeless and naked for three years as a prophesy that they would s be stripped naked and march the five hundred miles too Babylon for thier sins and rebellion and   repent to get in shape for the death march and not only this message of repentance but he also flew in the face of religious hypocricy that nakedness was wrong and sinful and living by Victorian principles at the time no doubt when womens swimming suits where nothing but full dress suits and the sight of flesh of which is very stimulating at looked on as evil and arousing yes, but not evil in an artistic or medical setting and sone religions virtually forbid doctors to examine of touch a female patient and  concerning Isaiah the prophets duel message to Israel and Ethiopia was that if one is not in shape that they were not going to make it on the forced march to Babylon unless they get in shape and quite being  ashamed to be naked or semi naked in certain public settings like the popularity on clothing option or nude beaches today due to be out of shape of over weight or morbidly obese and nothing will get someone in shape then going to a public beach and the pressure to slim down under those baggy cloths to hide their real shame like Adam and Eve who broke the first fast and ate from the Tree of the knowledge of good and evil of which to he first sin was eating or over eating or over indulgence and the proof being obese and ashamed of ones body of which would gross anyone out on public and while the fat and overweight fat ladies in Church tend to look down on youthful beauty and the hormonel desire to make and attrack a  partner with their physical beauty and of course with cautions due to youthful raging hormones that make opposite sexs attract like the invisible smell and attraction of a women to a man that unexplainal attraction in spite of a the perfume that some women wear to attract men in spite of a women's natural scent and a males sent also to a women, called musk of which in both sexs exude thier own peculiar debts and especially under the arms and genital areas and bye even the hair of which tranmits these sexually  intoxicating scents and the more people dance and keep and raise their arms the scents will fill a room with hormonel and intoxicating and invisible scents like even in Church when everyone raises thier arms the air is full with hormonel and intoxicating scents mixed with perfume and under arm deoderants into one mass orgasm in a sense and especially in Churches where people dance and raise their arms both together and the beautiful scent of humanity fills the room and the most causious or dangerous scent is the one that triggers and chemical reaction in the body that over rides ones common sense and reasonable thinking about sex and pregnancy and this strange hormone or chemical release too the brain that just seems to over ride the concern or fear of producing another human being while being alone are in close quarters with another in private, while married or not, that strange chemical reaction over rides that fear or concern of having children of which in most people's minds is a decision greater then one can comprehend and this is the greatest danger to personal life and morality to resist that over powering temotation to release oneself to have a baby of which will cost as man eighteen years of child support, married or not and not to forget the concern of countless general diseases like alphabet soup and some medically incurable and the more one engages in intercourse out of marriage the more likely things like virues' to many to name like everything from Mono to Aids and Hippitius, He genital warts pregnancy abortion if one has sex with one that practices and then there is gonariah, Syphilis and do on that condomes will not protect from one that is sexually addicted to fornication and adultery and there is nothing in the Bible against caressing and petting and messaging and even masterbating of which is the safest form of sex and even that can be addicting and depriving of a mate true sexual satisfaction in a Holy and maritalky committed state and if single and looking for a mate. and  remember to save yourself for that special one for life and remember again that strange and beautiful and potentially evil hormone or chemical that is released between a couple in the verge of sex and if one finds themselves in that tempting to mindlessly release them turn to masterbation the lesser of the two evils out of wedlock as thought by done people and but I see it as a victory over temptation and victory over pregnancy and disease, when one is caught up in a situation that sometimes isn't a fault of ones own, but abandonment by a spouse or frigidness for one reason or another or using sex as a weapon of control of which will always backfire for if one does not get satisfaction from a wife or mate one will get it one way or another and that is another tool of control making one feel guilty for not getting it at home for if one first get it at home then they will get one way or another and when inlaws for instance or a jealous former lover do all to alienate a couples effecting it's a double evil to threathen disinheritance or ostracizetion or threathen abandonment to cool a married couples relationship and created stumbling blocks to a married couple and stumbling blocks are the source of many marriages troubles and seportations and divorce and guilt complexes that Satan creates of which the Father wi not hold responsible when a third party creates alienation of affections but will cause the one that creates stumbling blocks and a stumble is not a sin under such circumstances ...to be continued and edited 

Book of Love by Who/ Chapter Four Questions and Answers Sex Nudity and Drugs

 

   In the beginning Adam and Eve were unashamed to be naked in thier natural state in the Garden of Eden until something happened to make them ashamed to be naked and exactly what that sin was that made them ashamed and obviously it had something to do with sex or procreation and in a marriage situation what could that be since nothing is shameful in a relationship of pure love unless it was done sort of form of bondage or overeating in the Garden after breaking the only fast God put in the couple, such as not eating that one piece of fruit in the midst of the Garden, the only probation in Paradise on Earth and it couldn't have been nearly a sex act of which the Apostle Paul wrote the the marriage bed ins undefiled unless the fruit is symbolic of something else connect to sex such as possibly and abortion and or cannibalism or maybe the fruit or plant or vegetable had a abortion causing property mixed with cannibalism or is the whole senerio a parable of something else that could cause them to be ashamed and but outwardly it appears to be something related to sex and procreation and if a parable or something else for instance in my life the last sin that I recall giving up to God in 1968 was not related to sex but drugs and specifically Marijuana of which had become my god as a teenager and I worshipped it as the only thing that made me happy and was the last vestage of conscious sin in my life as I understood was sin was, for I had been delivered from Meth Anphetimine  a year earlier after my mother took me to a Holy Ghost and Pentecostal mid week prayer meeting adjacent to the famous Church the  Angeles Temple founded by Amie Simple McPherson after the Elders laid hands on me and prayed fervently in touges over me and the next time I took meth, I thought that I was going to die from this drug and have never used in since and yet I was not yet a Born Again Christian for being raised a Catholic I had never even heard the term or the experience and I thought that being a Christian was simply living a good life and going to Church and I knew sex outside of marriage was sinful and it was the Sixties when young people thought that marriage was a state of the heart and not simply a piece of paper or marriage licence and so I continued having sexual relationship with my sixties girlfriend and I asked her for her hand I marriage and but she also was a long haired hippy also from a commune that I met her in San Anselmo California and felt that love was more informant then paper and her father was a Marin County Supervisor and extremely weathly and intimidating and so I felt that I had tried to marry and my heart felt satisfied that I had tried to marry and but another issue was pressing on my mind for after being delivered from Meth a year earlier and swore to myself that I would never take another drug again except high grade Marijuana always well until some young New Yorkers visited our hillside commune with Redwoods and Ferns and deer in a brand new sash and glass Redwood Grove home on  Spring Grove Ave in San Anselmo and with them came a strain of LSD they called  religious acid and I feel from my fast from hard drugs by taking this LSD on and off for a week or so and made me feel real good and sure enough it felt like a religious experience and then my eutopian world came crashing down for I traded a capsual of LSD for a cheap broken stringed electric guitar and was busted and home raided and charged with misdemeanor receiving stolen property and handcuffed and humiliated in from of my girlfriend and future wife and taken too the local station and then booked into Marin  County Jail in San Rafael and it was the first time my future father in law saw my face on a mug shot and not a good start to a relationship and as usual I was forced to plead guilty and slapped on the wrist or put on probation and cane back to the commune feeling like a moral failure and leader on keeping hard drugs such as Meth, pills and such and LSD wasn't inner moral failure and I pianed in the suffering and struggle to attempt to live a moral and decent and respectable life and I felt powerless to do the right thing with my future wife and girlfriend and the humiliation in front of my commune friends of which I felt the leadership of and I failed to stop that drug from coming into the commune. Meanwhile I started getting these crazy letters from my mother in the suburbs of Los Angeles in the Tatzana/ Encino area saying that she had been delivered from what's called periodic alcoholism where she would black out for a weekend beginning with my parents ownership of the Happy Hour Bar on Ventura Blvd in Encino and she wrote that the Lord Jesus had instantly delivered and healed her at a Kathryn Kulhmen Holy Spirit Miracle Service and I thought that she had finally snaped and lost her mind after bearing some nine children and thought that it wouldn't last and said to myself that if she had finnaly lost her mind and that at least she was happy in happy land instead of the agoney of a black depression and but she kept writing letters and encouraged me to attend a Kathryn Khulmen Miracle Service and when I realized that sobriety was lasting after instantly being healed with AA meetings or therapy I decided to hichike down too LA, with my girlfriend Becky and during this time I decided to make a deal with the God that I didn't know that if He would love me something better then Marijuana that I would give it up and it was the last conscious sin that I put in the alter, my firbiddon fruit for we all that that one sin that we are struggling with to keep us out of reach of perfection and in my situation this was my Garden of Eden fruit of temptation and had nothing to do with sex for I had thought that, that subject was settled in my heart and mind and some three days later I was Born Again by a rushing and mighty wind of the Holy Ghost who came into my heart in front of the Miracle Service of which we were not able to get in from the crowds seeking miracles and healings in front of the Shrine Auditorium where the Academy Awards we're given back then and I heard a voice coming from inside of me louder then any human voice say that I was forgiven or again and it felt like I had died and gone to Heaven and for the first time in my life I felt one with God and nothing between us and at first I thought that I was losing my mind and pictures myself in a flash being taken away in an ambulance and then I realized that I was not losing my mind because I felt Peace and Love for the first time in my life the very thing all of us Sixties Hippies we're searching for and the voice I heard wasine that of a women comforting me like a smiling receptionist of living mother or dear friend and all of the above and after the extacy and my feet finnaly fell back on the ground and attending First Baptist Church and being baptized in San Francisco Bay in Paradise Cove in Tiburon not far from where Robin Williams Tragickly took his own life I became consciously aware that my relationship to my girlfriend who also thought that I had lost my mind and became a different person then won she knew and non stop talking about Jesus and going to meetings and Church three times on Sundays and mid week service and Bible Studies and home prayer meetings in between my heart was troubling me some months after being Born Again as to the question of my relationship to my live in  girlfriend and I prayed on night and I saw the words fornication cross my mind in prayer and meditation with my eyes closed and I knew that I got my answer that we were not married in the Eyes of God and He gave me Grace and understanding until I was able to receive it and we moved to separate bedrooms and for the next thirty six some odd years I was able to be free from even Marijuana until old age and arthritis set in and now I use it medicinally ...to be continued rough draft 

Book of Love by Who Chapter Three Brotherly Love

Johnathan King Sauls son took his royal clothes and dressed his friend David and it was written that thiervlove for each other was greater then that between a man and a women a.nd if I recall King Solomon said that of all his thousand wives that he could not find satisfaction with one of them and these are not signs of homosexuality of with is forbidden under Mosaic law and is just a spiritual lessen that live and sex are two different things for love ultimately had nothing to do with sex for some for instance are born without the ability to have sex and still love and for it is deeper then sex and for instance I recently talked with a women who has gone beyond sexual experience in her later days like many older people it has become more of an inward experience and not do much more and outward or physical experience and some women have never had a physical orgasm all their lives and keep it within and those that cannot have an inner sexual experience as well as an outward one are subject to great inner termoil without either of these releases and are in need of real emotional healing and love and touching and hugging and messaging to stimulate thier largest organ ones skin to release healing hormones emotionally speaking as well as physical and can be done without sexual intercourse for those unmarried or married couples that cannot have an orgasm for instance. Some men and women cannot have the experience of physical and sexual love due to physical or emotional or spiritual trama trama or abuse and so one needs to be able to give or recieve love of which is greater then physical and sexual love of which again are secondary to real love such as clothing the naked and feeding the poor in Spirit through no fault of their own and the need for housing and shelter as yes physical contact such as hugging and petting and caressing of ones mate or friend or even stranger without intercourse of which is often mistaken for being love or making love such as Jesus and the Disciple John of whom is the parady of Johnathan and and David and whom John leaned on Jesus' breast during the last supper, the example of the repentant prostitute who weeped over Jesus' feet and unashamed in public, while Jesus was dining and reclining at a Pharasees house and she broke her alabaster box of expensive perfume on his feet and washing them and messaging them  with her tears after sacrificing her means of support and attraction in that her perfume was part of her trade and give it all up for Jesus and trusting in true love to survice and thrive, without fear of the future also Solomon if I recall from memory who could not find any satisfaction in his thousand wives of which were the most beautiful in the world including Pharohs daughter and the daughters of all the Kings and Princes around him and but found true friendship instead in his fellow man or a good friend of which he could never find in simply the sexual experience with a women alone. It's deep the sexual intercourse, true friendship and sexual as well as emotional  releases can come in other ways, that are not harmful to the human body such as diseases and pregnancy out of the marital bond and relationship and for example the way a doctor touches and physically heals one without intercourse with a pure mind and heart without lust for either man or women, for even a baby will die it is said without hugs and caressing and touching in a holy and pure heated way, for to the pure all things are pure according to Saint Paul and all things are allowable to the man or women with pure faith to that works by love, according to the scriptures for all things are allowable to the one that acts in good faith also according to the scriptures of which are the greatest guide to what is right and what is wrong. For when Ido not know it something is right or wrong and I can't find anything forbidden or unadvisable or unwise or habit forming in the scriptures, then I chose the path or the way of love and not lust and even lust is not a negative word for even in the scriptures it says to eat and drink to your heart's lust when offering your sacrifices too the Lord and even King David gave everyone a good piece of meat and flagan of wine, during a celebration and the way to distinguish between lust and love I say to myself after searching the scriptures for guidance that love is never selfish but inordinate lust is always selfish and hurtful for the imagination. Is the greatest playground like Adam and Eve naked and unashamed in the Garden until something happened that made them ashamed and lost their childlike Innocence of which I have learned to linve in since an untimely separation from my mate and the wife of my youth in 1984 and have had to learn to live without sexual intercourse in spite of a few stumbles along the way of learning to be single,in a lustful and sex saturated World full of violence and sexual lust coming out of telesions and constantly being  pump out and friends bragging about their sexual experiences and throphys that they have won in bed and then telling the World about it and thus ruining people's lives and reputations and the wagging to tongues that gossip and exadurate what other people are doing and blackmailing their fellow mankind to the point that one is intimidated into being frigide or frozen to have non sexual intercourse or touching or love....to be continued 

Book of Love by Who Chapter two Continued Hichikers, guide, Galaxy, Peter Romanowsky, Book of Love.

Book of Love by Who Chapter two continued Love is never Crude ..Lewd or disgusting for love sees only beautiful in the most disgusting of people and looking beyond the suffering outwardly or inwardly and love never judges it read books only judged by it's covers and hopes for all happy endings and believes a things and hopes all things and lives all things the Lord has created, down too the little spider that God's life is in also and among His beautiful creations through the eyes of love and  a beautiful mind, as all  things are beautiful in thier own ways and even the most vile of people, and things that are alive, have a spark of the Divine, for all  living things, come from God and return too Him again and just like a spark in the dark, darkness never triumphs and but light puts out all darkness and that there is  no darkness that can put out the light of hope and courage and faith and kindness and no matter the storms of life the candle cannot be blown out forever and looking and hoping and praying to be like that perfect Christlike man or women, with eternal forgiveness and love and hope, even for the most outwardly vile and evil monster created by oneself or society there is always hope for some unexplainable reason that God's wrath will not last forever for even the most condenmed sinner for for even King David said that though he makes his bed in hell, thou art there and that there is the hope or resurrection and some will be raised to reign with Christ, God and the Holy Spirit and the Heavenly Host of the Angels and the Saints in the Golden City of God, while the unrepentant sinners who die without God or Christ, will have to serve out their sins outside the walks of the Golden City and Mansions that will have to be maintained by the unrepentant sinners and have become vessels of dishonor in the House of God, like chamber pots while the Saints will be vessels of Gold in God's hands while the sinners pine away slowly like old solders that never die but just fade away into the background of the great unknown and mysteries of God as to the final end of the unrepentant sinners and only knowing that God is not cruel or unusual in His punishment and justice but will eventually redeem the most vile of sinners after paying in full or just pine and fade away or nay just be made to be slaves of their sins for eternity as second class citizens on various levels for the foreseeable times and future some to things are just not fully known to man in this life and only day to oneself that do you want to reign with Christ in Heaven or Paradise if be a slave and servant to all those that one has harmed in the next life or is it all predestined to be what it will be or do we have free will in the choices that we make and are not just puppets or robots of at things in God's hands of which is ridiculous for we are His children and will the disobedient children never be forgiven in exhile in hell or just slowly fade away and be no more after paying for their sins or forever as we know it, just be second hand citizens and slaves to the righteous for as long as forever may be and we ourselves living in Paradise forever and ruling over the unjust for forever as we know it for some things are just beyond comprehension like death hell and Paradise and eternity and but the greatest mystery is that is there something like non existence for one that has been given life, even for animals and creatures in this vast Universe of the known creation or how does one interpret the words of Jesus about Judas Iscariot of whom he said that it would have been better that he was never born !? Or to be continued in the context of the bigger picture of life, or was he speaking in a moment of time in the big picture and only we shall know in dreams and visions and the dark mysteries of life breath and peace in the moment and knowing that we have a living God, that visits us daily in dreams and visions of life in the clouds and people's loving faces where we see God and those that don't, won't be happy in Heaven but spent the next life with the most vile people that ever lived and think that one will love being with thier sinner friends in Hell !? 

Book of Love by Who

Because God is intimately love, even the most vile people and relations have a spark of the Divine Love in them, even in the deepest parts of Hell like for instance Hitler or maybe ones inlaws there is still feel a spark of the Divine, because that, there is nothing that is pure evil, because of the Divine Light if which is greater and then all darkness and evil is creation and beyond and I chose Love ..

Book of Live Gapter Two by Who

Chapter Two of the Book of Love written by Who ....in remembrance and guided by the Holy Spirit of all memories, I the hypocritical least among the most humble and devoted to find the truth and the Truth is Love in this not intended to be a cryptic message but an act of love in you for I love you in all my bewilderment I love you for I have no choice in the matter except to hate or love and I choose love and my greatest disappointment is the beautifully King James version of the Bible in chapter thirteen the chapter of love is translated Charity of which has a totally different meaning today as of a bigger looking for love... continued ..