The greatest acts of asceticism that I could think of other than wandering around in a flimsy Road Barefoot like Socrates or a diogenes who lived in a wine jar and would act like a dog in public and walk backwards on the Promenade and for instance Athens and was known to masturbate in public and make love in public there was a beach close by I've been do it in Corinth and it would not be uncommon on a nude beach for real people to make love in those days and masturbating I've seen it at black sand beach in Marin County San Francisco and but what was he most famous for is living what he preached and time materialism and he and his father were arrested on the Black Sea Greek Port for defacing coins at a mint that his father worked at and it's not clear how they defaced him but images of so-called Gods on coins are idols and I idolatry and the worship of Mammon for when a coin of somebody proclaimed as a God is issued it is a Idol and this is how apparently dialogines and his father felt and dialogines escaped in his father may have died in prison and then was captured by Pirates and starved on his way to apparently Greece from Asia Minor and just before they sold him they started fattening him up for he told them how could you sell us and get a good price for us if we're Skin and Bones so to speak and then when he was put on the slavery block he was asked what his talent was and he said ruling over men and so he was bought and as a tutor for Someone's Child and but eventually found his freedom and but he was stateless and the first person to call himself a cosmopolitan, a stateless man and man of the universe a universal man and he persuaded a rich woman to live his dog like life for he was the most famous Scenic in history although he was not the father of cynicism he is certainly the most well-known and certainly lived the cynic and anti-material life and was not ashamed of nudity as actually not many very many Greeks were for the Olympic Games everyone was naked for instance and that was not an issue the issue was that when people threw chicken bones at him like a dog that he urinated on him when a rich man invited him into his Great Estate and told him not to spit anywhere for the place was too elegant and so in response dialogines spit in his face and told him that it was the most ugly thing that he has seen in his estate and by the way I spit in my father's face too and boy he came after me I mean my father-in-law earnestyle Canton and to spit Ernest Nile kitten Hoffman excuse me I'm using voice text so excuse the misspellings and when I spit in my late father-in-law's face it was like spitting on a hot iron before I had seen his face before when I told him that I wanted to spend time in Israel and never have I seen anybody look at me like they wanted to kill me and I saw death in his face a monster and a demon and then he put a gun in his belt and said let's go for a walk on his Ranch at night and we went out in the dark and he could have killed me easily for he gathers all the judges and leaders of Marin County every year at his Ranch in Lake County and I could have been a dead duck so easily and he had a hole in the back of Sugar Mountain over his ashes are today a well where he threw his garbage in anyone could have ended up down that well he was so powerful and so after the divorce he offered to buy me a one-way plane ticket to Israel what a great late father-in-law and people may say Peter you're still bitter after what happened almost 40 years ago and I say no the bitterness has fermented into alcohol and medical marijuana and peace of mind and victory for outlasting all the bastards and evildoers and proverbial assholes and Elder abusers and neglecters of a 75 year old man painted is mentally ill or disturbed or fanatical and a dreamer with no feet in his ground and would give everything away if he had his hands on money of which is true for I give most of my $1,200 a month fixed income away feeding the poor and distressed and the homeless and persecuted Anchorage in Marin County the richest the most powerful county in California in the most powerful country in the world and people are dying in our streets intense from homelessness and malnutrition and lack of medical attention of which my late father-in-law was the king of the beasts and even chairman of the Marion County Hospital board and founder of the mental health units and these are the only mental health facilities in the whole County only 18 beds and from our Humble Church Gathering in front of the Senior Center City Hall so Toledo an idea was hatched to create a homeless City in Sausalito with Marin County leading homeless advocate Robbie Paulson p o w l s o n to be correct using voice text doing all this from a standard Android cell phone and haven't touched a computer and and years and then with Daniel Eggink volunteering to pitch his tent openly in a hidden homeless camp where others were sleeping and hiding in the bushes and out of sight and breaking down their tents Daniel said his tent up in public and not only refuse to take it down but the police helped him one night during the storm to help keep it up and he refused to help being the kind of guy he is and antisestablishment and so the homeless Camp was born as a result of people's boats being destroyed and made homeless and displaced and moving into tents and my train of thought is Vanishing! Okay it's coming back diogenesis most famous for telling Alexander the Great to get out of his sunlight when he came to him to offer him the world and it is said that diogenes wanted his body to be given to his dogs to be eaten at his death and that just may be another Legend for he lived like a dog and that's what the Greek word cynic means dog and I forgot what iogenese means and anyways after my late father-in-law put a gun in his belt took me out for a walk in the night on his Ranch he told me how much money he had and I wasn't interested at all and talking about business and money and he couldn't realize that I am a spiritual being that I come from a family and history of divines and ministers of great importance like my great-grandfather who was in Sausalito before me reaching out to the Anchor outs and Mariners in 1890 and established the finished semen's mission in San Francisco of which developed into the St Francis Church of San Francisco on Church Street in the Castro District of which was mostly finished people people from Finland, former ancestors and Mariners of the Russians who came here prior and brought the finished Sailors with them and many apparently stayed along with many Russians and being of Russian to finish descent I feel perfect in Marin County which was the furthest extent of the Russian Empire at one time and that's another rarely known Untold Story and so after my late father-in-law told me how rich he was and how I was so disassociated from his way of thinking that all I wanted to talk about was spiritual things and immediately he said he didn't want to talk about God and we walked back to his Ranch House in the night and the next thing I knew was that I was told that he was going to disinherit Becky and my late mother-in-law said she was going to put Becky under conservatorship and so I was pressured and felt under pressure to sign some paper relinquishing my community property rights through marriage and apparently concerning the Tahoe ski Bowl of which they had made Becky a limited partner and of which the family owned and little did I know that I sign the way my family when I did that trusting my ex-wife Becky and still do even though she wrote a note saying you don't trust me and after saying and I don't trust her I have 74 hours to leave my home and you could imagine the Horrors in my mind that I've experienced ever since 1984 and the disassociation and Furious and concerns that if I went to court that I would be apprehended and put in some type of mental institution for being a Christian and drugged and lobotomized in my brain and so I ran and escaped into the dark on Thanksgiving evening the first one that I was planning to spend with my side of the family in 18 years to the selfish interest of my in-laws and wanting the grandchildren at every Christmas and every Easter of which is sick and abominable when I look back about it how horrible people can be an unthinking when I see on the news the people being separated from their families for a week what whores or maybe a month and what horse by captives and hostages and traitors and I'm thinking what are they talking about whores I I mean whores h o oh r e r s, okay things are breaking down in my voice text and I'm not calling anyone a whore I'm saying the h o r r e r s is the grown mature men would take such advantage over young and dumb people like me concerning the world and it's evil and it's power and it's corruption and it's greed of which are insatiable and presently I have more money than I know what to do with so I have been given the majority of my money away to the poor in the way of food and service and basically have been living off my back braking disability which I earned after 20 years of backbreaking slave labor in the maritime Recycling and Salvage business of my own and I earned my disability through hard backbreaking work when others got their disability for being drunken getting a car accidents and the same people have nothing to do except spend money on a horse and drugs and harassing hard-working Christian conservatives like myself and this is more of the true story and I have come out of the ass end of the tunnel so to speak and I'm seeing the sunlight again and I'm independently wealthy even though I'm on a fixed income and live free on a boat of which now after 40 years they want to take away from us again and we stand and fight now against this tyranny blasphemy and greed and hypocrisy of Marin County as leaders and Courtney including my late father-in-law Community leader of
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